I'm so tired!!!

I've been housesitting at nighttime this week and during the day I've been babysitting Caden. He is SO BAD. You just don't understand. This job isn't worth $100 anymore. At first I thought he was an angel cause that's exactly what he acted like. But now I see why..... This job is getting old and fast. I wish I could go back to school and just forget about all of this here. But at school I have hypocritic B words just waiting for me to look at them the wrong way so they can say something and then me beat the crap out of them. I want Tonya to try and hit me SO bad cause that's all it would take to unleash the anger that's been building up inside of me all summer long. God, I sound crazy but you would just have to know Tonya. I'm getting this feeling more and more often especially after what she did to Lindsey. Even Lauren has turned against us. And by that I mean Lindsey. I feel like such a bad friend for ignoring Amber's calls but I can't stay with her and I don't know how to explain that to her. She even went so far as to call my dad's cell phone(which I don't even know how she got his number) but it's getting old and I'm freakin sick of it. Pretty soon summer will be over and we'll all be back at school together and all hell will break loose. I just wish that she would go away really. And it really makes me mad that she has like all my expensive stuff. I should have learned my lesson when I saw her and Ashlie(Alex's baby mama) stop being friends last year and her still having like all of her stuff. I will pass on the word if she keeps on doing like she's doing. Oh well, the baby's calling. I get back on after I talk to Amber--ha ha I might never get back on. JK.....my parents will probably make me call her sooner or later. Probably sometime next week if I don't get to it tonight. bye.